happyME

it may seem too fast

after what I've been through,

pero eto talaga ang nararamdaman ko.

masaya ako.
masaya ang puso ko.

masaya ako, kahit pressured sa acads.

masaya ako, kasi...

masaya ako :)

basangUmaga

gumising akong malakas ang ulan, madilim ang langit, at tahimik ang paligid.
baha pa sa ateneo avenue...

feeling ko may obstacle course akong kailangang daanan para lang marating ang dapat puntahan.
Hay naku, punong-puno na naman ng pool ang ateneo.
kahit ata ang bagong gawang runway walang use.
hahaha

nakakatawa lang ang araw na 'to.
getting bored actually...

Count on Me

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see,
I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

That's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
You can count on me cause I can count on you

If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song
beside you

And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will
remind you

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go
Never say goodbye

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

you can count on me cos' I can count on you

http://www.elyricsworld.com/count_on_me_lyrics_bruno_mars.html

Para Lang Sa'yo

Noo'y umibig na ako subalit nasaktan ang puso
Parang ayoko ng umibig pang muli
May takot na nadarama
Na muli ay maranasan
Ayoko ng masaktan muli ang puso ko
Ngunit nang ikaw ay makilala
Biglang nagbago ang nadarama

Para sayo ako'y iibig pang muli
Dahil sayo ako'y iibig nang muli
Ang aking puso'y
Pag-ingatan mo
Dahil sa ito'y muling magmamahal sayo
Para lang sayo

Muli ay aking nadama
Kung paano ang umibig
Masakit man ang nakaraa'y nalimot na
Ang tulad mo'y naiiba
At sayo lamang nakita
Ang tunay na pag-ibig na'king hinahanap
Buti na lang ikaw ay nakilala
Binago mo ang nadarama
Para sayo ako'y iibig pang muli
Dahil sayo ako'y iibig nang muli
Ang aking puso'y
Pag-ingatan mo
Dahil sa ito'y muling magmamahal sayo
Para lang sayo

Di na ako muling mag-iisa
Ngayon ikaw ay nandito na

Para sayo ako'y iibig pang muli
Dahil sayo ako'y iibig nang muli
Ang aking puso'y
Pag-ingatan mo
Dahil sa ito'y muling magmamahal sayo
Para lang sayo

Ako'y iibig pang muli
Para lang sayo

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/a/aiza_seguerra/#share

Is it over now

Lately, you and I haven't been talking
Lately, you and I were not connecting for real
You seem so far away distant and lost in a haze

Lately I've been doing much thinking
Wondrin' if it's a phase that you're going through
My love is here to stay but you are drifting away

Tell me
Is it over now
Between you and me
Is it time to let go now
And set our hearts free

Is it over now
Between you and me
If love's gone away
Baby please just tell me

Forever, didn't we promise we'd stay
Never, to go on our sep'rate ways
I need to hear you say this is the end of our days 

 

why can't it be

You came along, unexpectedly
I was doing fine in my little world
Oh baby please don’t get me wrong
‘Cause I’m not complaining
But you see, you got my mind spinning

Why can’t it be
Why can’t it be the two of us
Why can’t we be lovers
Only friends
You came along
At the wrong place, at the wrong time
Or was it me

Baby I dream of you every minute
You’re in my dreams
You’re always in it
That’s the only place I know
Where you could be mine
And I’m yours (Baby I’m yours)
Only till I wake up

Why can’t it be
Why can’t it be the two of us
Why can’t we be lovers
Only friends

You came along
At the wrong place, (you came along) at the wrong time
Or was it me

Why can’t it be
Why can’t it be the two of us
Why can’t we be lovers
Only friends

You came along
At the wrong place, (you came along) at the wrong time
You came along at the wrong place

At the wrong time
Or was it me (Or was it me)

Why can’t it be…

...I hate this song, yet I keep on listening to it.

tadhana

Sa hindi inaaasahang
Pagtatagpo ng mga mundo
May minsan lang na nagdugtong,
Damang dama na ang ugong nito.
Di pa ba sapat ang sakit at lahat
Na hinding hindi ko ipararanas saýo
Ibinubunyag ka ng iyong mata
Sumisigaw ng pag-sinta.

Bakit di papatulan
Ang pagsuyong nagkulang
Tayong umaasang
Hilaga't kanluran
Ikaw ang hantungan
At bilang kanlungan mo
Ako ang sasagip saýo.

Saan nga ba patungo,
Nakayapak at nahihiwagaan na
Ang bagyo ng tadhana ay
Dinadala ako sa init ng bisig mo
Bakit di pa sabihin
Ang hindi mo maamin
Ipauubaya na lang ba 'to sa hangin
'Wag mong ikatakot
Ang bulong ng damdamin mo
Naririto ako't nakikinig saýo
 

http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/u/up_dharma_down/#share

# 2, step 2

We always try to avoid pain.

Avoid to fall for the wrong person.
Avoid to expect.
Avoid to encounter misunderstandings.
Avoid to cry.

But, I can't understand why the more we avoid something,
the more it seems to happen.

# 1, step 2

when a relationship is bound to end,
will you fight for it and stay,
or will you choose to walk away?

...from the movie 'til my heartaches end

pagpapaKAHULUGAN

 

Magicflakes (Choco Creams) - my favorite breakfast

medicine - a substitute if water therapy doesn't work when I'm sick; I hate, actually

milo - beverage that I love to drink without sugar

LCC - where I want to shop or window shop

McDonalds - my favorite food chain; where I can eat alone, or with a group

wedding planning - one of my dreams; a career I want to pursue

library - where I can focus on my academics

basketball - sports that I really love, but I hate to play

Lord of he Rings - the movie that reminds me of our friendship

motorcycle - reminds me of him, of our jammings and trips

marathon - I look forward to, especially with AmazingPillow, PintigNgPuso, dancingDJ, and Santino

Karlos - where I had memorable meals with significant people in my life

cellphone - means of communicating what I feel and what I want to say

blog - means of conversing with maya and bff

boxes - where I put and keep things of sentimental value; sometimes make me feel the pain again

sleeping - time to give my mind and heart a break

bed - where I can freely let my tears fall

church - where my heart prays for what it desires

music (song) - makes me feel relaxed; most of the time, it explains what I feel

journal and pen - my bestfriends when I feel so alone

home - a place where I feel lonely, where I remember all the sacrifices and burdens of my family

...mga simpleng salita na may malalim na kahulugan.

...mga simpleng salita mula sa puso.

...mga salitang naging parte na ng buhay ko.

LISTahan

Inspired by Elizabeth Noble's Alphabet Weekends...

makumpleto ang Simbang Gabi

sa buong buhay ko bilang estudyante, never kong nakumpleto ang simbang gabi, sana ngayong huling sem ko na bilang estudyante, makumpleto ko na.

hug one special person a week

hugs are for free. hugging makes me feel better and appreciated. hugging is my way of showing I care for and love the person.

save P20.00 a day

masyado na akong magastos. dapat magtipid-tipid na.
wala rin kasi akong naiipon every end of the semester.

start the training for next year's marathon

di ko masimulan pagjogging ko sa basilica. sana lang makabili na ako
ng running shoes to prepare for 10km run.

slot number 7 officially closed
i promised myself na hindi na ako magkakaboyfriend,
especially ngayong semester. crushes aren't bad,
ang ma-inlove with somebody? never.

make a video

gagawa ako ng video para sa lungga. regalo ko para sa kanila.

collect songs and pictures I really treasure 

mga babaunin ko sa pag-alis sa mundong nakasanayan.
babaunin sa bagong mundong tatahakin.

guess, these would be enough for now.
sana lang magawa ko lahat :)

singko

November na.

Dalawang araw na lang para simulan ko na ang countdown.
Limang buwan.
Mga natitirang panahon sa tahanang minahal ko ng lubos.
Limang buwan.
Natitirang panahon ng pagiging estudyante ko.
Limang buwan.
Sisikapin at sisiguraduhin kong magtatapos ako sa institusyong ito.

Masaya...
Kinakabahan...
Natatakot...
Excited...

Mga nararamdaman ko para sa natitirang limang buwan ko sa Ateneo.